I hope this act of doing something will help my brain from over loading with worthless thinking, I've been up in this room most of the day with a lot for my brain to wonder about. It was very hard to keep the endless and over powerful thoughts at a roar. I had to force sleep a pound myself. Even tho it helped i am left awake at this time of day, trying ever so hard to re grain my pour of thought in order to re force my self to sleep. However maybe if i was to talk about what is on my mind that is troubling me. then again it is a endless thought that i don't even see why it bothers me so.
See i just moved in with my dad and his friend so that i would not homeless. now i am loving living here however we will be moving soon. that is whats been on my brain. It is alot of work to move. dad said to late him worry about that however that will be easy just have to wait for dad to take care of it. He works alot and gets home late. he barely has time to live but he is a good man and I love him for everything he is and has done for me. I help make his lunch and try to keep the place as clean as i can. It has token its tole on me. Thursday i went to the hospital and did not get out until Monday, i am still trying to recover from that. Dr got me on alot of med's. i don't like taken pills and been forgetting to do it. I've been running a fever but don't wanna go back to the hospital but. think i mitt have to soon, i am going to try to hide it a bet longer maybe if dad don't see that i am still sick then i will be able to stay home. No worries nothing to big it is my tonsils. Even tho it hurts i am trying to hide it. I think i am doing good at it. I have never wrote a blog before i am not sure what to say, and my mind wonders to much in order to keep it to a topic so if you read this i hope you can keep up. I my self have a hard time.
